SAA-Syndrome (Self-Alienation-Anankasm)

Loving you was not my choice.
It was just who I am.
Which forces me right now
to not be who I am
but choose Another
become Another
be Another.

Be Another.
Every day and every moment,
every Every and every Any:
Ad Infinitum Another.
The ultimate Ueber-other!

In fact I'm so a Nother,
no Nihilist is notherer!
I'm the upanotherst
A-double-no-no-nother
and my personal Ad-Aware-Another:

I kill Myself to safe Mynother
become Mynother
be Mynother
hate Mynother.